A little while ago I accidentally overheard Mistress talking with one of her friends. She was talking about how happy she's been with me and how good I've been... while listening I couldn't help but get a goofy grin, all day I've been thinking about how great she is, how lucky I am to be with her, and how happy she makes me. When reflecting it was impossible for me not to smile wherever I was and a couple times I even started laughing about the absurdity of the whole thing... average guy like me landing himself in servitude to a complete bombshell like her. Hearing her say everything she said to him thus far made my heart feel as if it were melting, warmth and happiness spreading all through my chest and then pervading my whole body, but it got even better.
Some parts I couldn't quite make out... but after she talked about how she feels about me (which made me just burst with happiness) I can swear I heard her say something about a collar. My heart jumped inside my chest and I got instant butterflies in my stomach. I think what I've been hoping and praying for might come true soon. It'll probably just be a starter collar but I still can't wait - it's still a really big step forwards. I want something on my body symbolizing my devotion to her so bad... I want to be hers not just now, but forever. I've been so giddy and thrilled ever since... everything I've been trying so hard for seems to be getting closer to reality.
Once on, I'd never take it off. You'd have to kill me to get it off my neck. The things she does to and with me are just so wonderful... we get along so famously... I love her so much that I always want to be hers, I always want to be reminded of it, and I always want everyone else to know. I don't want any confusion, I want it loud and clear that she owns me. I just love her so fucking much I've been shaking every since I heard that... it's almost like my heart popped. It got too filled up with this mushy gushy stuff then burst everywhere, spreading it all across my whole body. I love her with every fiber of my being and I want to give her every fiber of my being.
It makes me feel so safe, loved, and comfortable knowing that I'm hers. She's possessive and I love it... she doesn't want me talking to anyone else, just do what I have to do then rush right back to her and that's the way I like it. I don't want to talk to anyone but her, I want her involved in every aspect of her life... I want her control over everything I do and it's so completely fulfilling and rewarding when she does. I don't want any freedom. I want to be her slave, always.
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