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Monday, August 6, 2012

Mommy/Baby Roleplay

Within our Female-led D/s relationship over time we have developed specific roles.  At first they were just simply Mistress/dominant and pet, slave / submissive.  Recently our roles have become more lucidly / specifically defined as Mommy and babyboy.  Almost all of our intercourse, bdsm activities, and even interactions in everyday life are practiced within the confines of these roles.  Now, that's not to say they're confining... personally I find them quite liberating.  It wasn't something that was planned, but rather just developed as we started exploring more kinks and activities together.

One of the main seeds that grew into our eventual Mommy/Baby relationship was planted inadvertently by me during sex.  It was definitely something I said... but I hadn't really meant it to be taken literally or  for really anything to come of it... it was just one of those things you say during the heat of passion intended to be sweet/loving.  I don't even remember when specifically I said it (it wasn't something I had taken much stock in or thought was of much importance at the time) though I do remember saying it... I believe it was while I was getting fucked (Mommy knows, I'll ask her later and update).  Anyways, I said something along the lines of, "Screw kids, I'll be your baby."

I was referencing, mainly, how neither of us have much desire to have kids.  We had discussed it prior to making love and it's a pretty heavy topic and can be kind of a downer to, as an adult, acknowledge that perhaps your adolescent/childhood ideal of living in suburbia with a white picket fence and 2.5 kids perhaps isn't all that realistic with your current lifestyle choices (being in a 24/7 D/s relationship, being drawn to the city life, falling in love with someone either older or younger than you).  So it had been on my mind even during sex, so I said it to sort of... I don't know, be sweet/loving and put a positive spin on it.  I never imagined that soon I'd be her babyboy.

She had already been planning to put me in diapers, and we were well on our way to becoming an adult nursing/adult breastfed couple, so that kind of influenced it, too.  The diapers, like my comment, wasn't initially thought of as a way to make me a baby... but the first mention was just a joke.  Like a way to embarass me in public.

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